A sensitive topic.

I just found out that child porn is available in the internet.

My goodness.

I googled it and true enough, it's out there, sites offering all those. I clicked one of them out of curiosity and it was a trap website, saying they have recorded my name and that I have offended this and that and stuff. Haizz.
And nope, I havent watched a single child pornography video in my life. It never occured in my mind that something like that would exist.

I always knew porn is available everywhere. It's created and acted by ADULTS, who are in their right mind, and made the decision to produce what they produce and put it online for other ADULTS in their right mind to consume. Or teens, nowadays.

I mean, I understand why people consume porn. It's understandable, although I can state it doesn't in any way give you the enjoyment that Jesus is able to give. You can indulge in it all you want, and still feel so empty afterwards. Only Jesus fills the hole.

But KIDS porn!!! What is there to enjoy?? So young they havent even grown boobs yet!!! Are they even thinking for themselves? Do they know that there is life out there, another better way to live? At a young delicate age, they are introduced into a life where sex is normal?

I have a 13 year old brother, and a 10 year old sister. And they are tiny!! I trust God for my brother who is entering his teenage years, that He would take good care of him. I mean, sooner or later his peers and the world will offer these kind of stuff to him. But it doesn't always have to be that way. I grow in a family and community where THAT kind of stuff is not normal (looking at the fact that I just found out about this at the old age of 21). So I know there is still hope for families.

I don't know what is the age of the kids they use in their videos. But my sister is 10, and I am sure she is still categorized as a kid. To imagine kids her age... I can't even bear to think of it. She is so little and precious, what kind of sick twisted mind would want to abuse that?

I'm just so thankful with my life now. I'm blessed with a family, good friends, enough money to study and live.. It's just so heartbreaking looking at the other end of the spectrum..

I know the topic is a little out there. But I'm filled with emotions, I'm letting it out here. I guess I'm reacting this way because my sister is of that age. But regardless of whether I have a sister or not, it is still wrong. I hope I don't offend anyone in anyway.