Have you ever

..felt sad that your chest actually hurts? Like thousands of tiny fingers gripping below your bones? It's as if your body translates what's going on in your soul. Fascinating.

November 2016 life update!

Hello good people!

Even while freelancing I can't believe that writing time is rare! There was a point in time where blogging was a daily affair.

Which in a way is a good thing. The Lord has been blessing me!

When I first started freelancing, I remembered reading Bible promises for provision every morning, fighting the fight of faith to enter the rest knowing that Abba provides. It's less of a "fight" for me these days, because indeed Abba has provided, More than what I could ask for!

I used to cry to God to give me jobs and projects. Now I'm crying to God to give me a day off hahaha! But I'm forever grateful for all the projects I have. On days where I get tired, the image of myself last year scrambling worried of where my next paycheck would come from would flash, and I would remember that every job I have is a BLESSING!

God truly directs the path of my life! If we were to trace back all the projects I have, all of them are really divinely intervened.

Person A would lead to person B, which brings project X, which made me meet person C, which brings project Y, and so on. And I have a few of those currently happening in my life. And how I met each person A really is just by grace. Really. He gives, I receive, and we move together.

I've also met a guy who makes me grateful that all my past relationships and crushes and dates didn't work. All the heartache and the tears and the waiting has been TOTALLY worth it.

Believing for a life partner was never an issue for me. I've always known that God has prepared somebody, I just didn't know who it was or when I'd meet him.

Now, if this guy is THAT person, then God really has exceeded all my expectations! And really, all the pain due to past failed relationships felt like a breeze and other challenges that arises while pursuing this is worth going through if this is the kind of man that God is keeping me for. More deets when more stuff are confirmed!

So yeah. I'm in a happy place! And those of you who are happy for and with me, come join! If you're not, well too bad. I'm still happy :)

So that's a very short update of my life.

Talk to you (hopefully) soon!