Just when I thought of relaxing today and tomorrow.

A school friend messaged me mentioning the word DISSERTATION. It robbed all peace of my heart. Sob sob.

My scores this year pretty much went down the drain. I have lost all passion whatsoever towards design and school.

How did something I used to love so much become so stressful?

Oh Lord, I just don't know. I know once my hand meets that pencil and paper, the love of drawing will always be there. It's just the competition and just the world out there. It's intimidating.

That's why The Lord just wants my eyes fixed on Him. Not to live by what I see or feel, but just seeing Him and holding the promises and truth of His Word.

EXHALE.