you know when someone's your good friend..

..when it's just the both of you, and no one is talking, yet you don't feel awkward.

fun.

today i had a lot of laughter. its been quite some time since i laughed like that :) thanks to tanto and kevin yak!! :D

I want my future bf to be like Kwangsoo!

He’s cute, funny, sincere, kind hearted, tall, older.. What else do you neeeeeeeed?


And if he loves Jesus, it’s set.


I can tolerate the pierce hole in his right ear. As long as nothing is there.

04.17

I can go on about how it is lately. But I guess it won’t do anyone any good.


Therefore I’ll just write my wishes in all these situations. (as if it will do anyone any good)


  • To not think of anything. I’ve been sleeping a lot lately just for this reason.

  • To draw as I want to.

  • To just go to heaven.

  • To be with my family.

  • To watch Running Man all I want

  • To be oblivious.

  • To stop time.

  • To borrow tons of books and gallop them all.

  • To chat.

  • To talk.

  • To not have school start next week. (Some might want to slay me for saying this cos I know some ppl don’t even have their holidays)

  • To meet Gwang Soo.

  • To be able to read minds.

  • To be able to teleport.

  • To live in a jungle like tarzan.

  • To be able to speak some sense into people.

The list may go on but in the end the answer always can be found in Jesus. Havent said this, moodswings are scary lately and there are times I wasn’t acting like a King’s daughter. For yous who were there through it all everyday.. Thanks :) You know who you are. This goes to my mom as well. And for some, you might have seen a side of me you’ve not seen before. Umm.. I’m very sorry to trouble you, hope you can bear with me for a while.. I’m still a work in progress. Thanks again.


A few years back, after my breakup, I thought things couldn’t get worse. Turns out, life still has a lot in store to be thrown at you. Romance really isn’t everything, friends. I really learnt to value friendship. Time with family, I would do anything to be with them now. And be back by Sunday. Comparison brings you nowhere. There’s a grace for you where you are right now. So, don’t compare.


Friends definitely will fail you. They won’t be there for you forever. Therefore, look unto God only. He’s the Selfless Friend, who abandoned and gave His life for your good. Your Best Friend who is literally with you wherever you go. Dont get me wrong. My any means, make as much friends as possible. Just dont base your happiness on them. Rest, it’s important. Most of all, trust God.


I think I am going through a process now. Looking at January, I’m not excited yet. Gosh, when all this is over, I will be inexpressibly happy. I’ll float around the world.


But I guess, in the mean time, I better learn something in the process. God definitely is teaching something. Enjoy this unenjoyable process? By God’s grace, amen! Now, to the best part of each day: sleep. Where there’s nothing else you can do but relax and leave things to the next day and to God’s care. Bye people!

New Year Thank Yous - Glenn

So this little brother!!

Got to know him somewhere in the middle of this year… Prolly ard June, ard Phil’s graduation there.. (according to the earliest pic I can track in fb..)


Me, Glenn, Ghon

Thank you for being so loud and fun. When my mood is terrible, he always comes with his nonsense chit chat (without knowing that i’m in a very terrible mood) that would make me laugh and feel better. Thousands of time it happened and he might not know it cos I never told nor thank him. But now you do :)

He sees the good in someone and tells them. Which makes the person being told very happy. And in my case, thankful to the Lord :)

Such a gifted boy, always knowing what to say. As in, never run out of topics to talk about. Not all people can be like that man.

Then recently I found out that I can talk about more serious stuff with you. Starting when I was in KL, if you recall. Thanks for listening to me and thanks for trusting me as well :)

And the fistbump thing with this pose in the end..



..i actually enjoy doing it very much hahaha!

So see ya around!

New Year Thank Yous - Mardian

I just got to know this guy for less then a year. First knew each other in FA Anda, and now together in Sekia.

But he is such a vessel of God, a channel of Him. Times and times again when I feel down and depressed, he was just there strengthening me non stop, over and over and over again. Reminding me of Jesus, pointing me back to Him, His love, His promises.. Even now, this very moment I’m typing this :)

You made a difference in my life. Really. If I hadn’t gone through the problems I’ve gone through, maybe I wouldn’t know you this well. Though I still feel they are hard, yet this gives me a reason to be thankful.

Always there to talk (eventhough it sometimes took ages for you to reply), always knows what to say (basically pointing me back to Daddy)..

A good friend, a brother in Christ. Thank you! :D



00.40

replaced.


blessed.


tired.


strengthened.


undeserving.


loved.


pressure.


rest.


take courage.


fear not.


second best.


favorite.


enough.


held.


peace.