Hoeeeeekkkkhhhhhh.
Whoa II
Apparently there are moments in life where you are left speechless. Just speechless.
Life (or God decides to make it) takes you by surprise. Like a hook in a boxing match. Like the kidnapping of the victims in the Saw franchise. Like the rapture, probably. (NOT NOW PLEASE LORD. NOT UNTIL NEXT WEEK AT LEAST. Or after I get married but before having babies. That's the goldilocks zone. And I just used an astronomic term by the way, how cool is that! :D)
That moment in life where you just wonder, "what just happened?"
Obviously I'm in it now. And I'm running out of expressions, honestly. I'm just kind of dazed.
I just got off the phone with ko Hendra. We talked for over two hours I think, and yet still after getting all excited gossiping for that long, now I'm left in a daze again.
I should probably daze to sleep. Good night! :D
twentee fifteen so far.
It's been one month into 2015 and the year has presented itself very interesting. If there is one thing it is not, it's boring.
Analyzation:
Every January of the first 21 years of my life would most probably be spent in the nursery and in school, which I practically have no memory about.
Last January was spent working. Blah.
So this January was my first January as a self employed being, which grants life to express itself in its full swing. And it has. And I know all the credit goes to God.
People come and go like.. *thinking for an expression* ..as if my life is a public toilet. They are just stepping in and out. A bunch of people rushed in, and another bunch left. Not saying that you use public toilets in a group, but you get me.
Work comes in like.. *thinking again* ..poo. Sometimes it comes in small drips, yet at other times it was a diarrhoea of things to do.
Church started with a bang. I actually missed FA after like one month without it, which is a good feeling to have. I think we're supposed to feel that way about cellgroups. How rad is that! And our youth ministry just relaunched (read: rebranded) itself. EXCITING RIGHT.
I'm basically on a roller coaster. You never know when the next turn will be, or how steep the drop will be, or when you'll get flung upwards. And this is the kind of life I love! A lot of new revelations with God, which I should probably share right. Stay motivated, Kim.
It's okay. 2015 is awesomeness. Jesus owns it, how can it be otherwise? :)
Nights!
Analyzation:
Every January of the first 21 years of my life would most probably be spent in the nursery and in school, which I practically have no memory about.
Last January was spent working. Blah.
So this January was my first January as a self employed being, which grants life to express itself in its full swing. And it has. And I know all the credit goes to God.
People come and go like.. *thinking for an expression* ..as if my life is a public toilet. They are just stepping in and out. A bunch of people rushed in, and another bunch left. Not saying that you use public toilets in a group, but you get me.
Work comes in like.. *thinking again* ..poo. Sometimes it comes in small drips, yet at other times it was a diarrhoea of things to do.
Church started with a bang. I actually missed FA after like one month without it, which is a good feeling to have. I think we're supposed to feel that way about cellgroups. How rad is that! And our youth ministry just relaunched (read: rebranded) itself. EXCITING RIGHT.
I'm basically on a roller coaster. You never know when the next turn will be, or how steep the drop will be, or when you'll get flung upwards. And this is the kind of life I love! A lot of new revelations with God, which I should probably share right. Stay motivated, Kim.
It's okay. 2015 is awesomeness. Jesus owns it, how can it be otherwise? :)
Nights!
12.01.15
It's 2.30 am and I'm up rambling around when I've promised myself to sleep and wake up earlier for tomorrow. For the rest of the week. Till the second coming. Yet I'm not asleep.
In my defence, I had a huge dinner coma after (duh) dinner and took a nap from around 9.30 pm to midnight. That was 2.5 hours off my 8 hours of sleeping quota, which means I still have 5.5 hours left. Which means if I sleep at 3, I should be able to wake up at 8.30! Let's see how that works out.
Anyway. Today has been most kind. I felt super productive after an extra long holiday mood. I'm starting to get worried if I'll stay moodless forever but thank God today came about.
So I woke up late. As usual. Had breakfast and decided to read my Bible. Why is reading my Bible in the morning out of the ordinary and worth mentioning? Here you go. My morning devo usually consists of reading a page out of my devo book or daily devo mail, (am subsbribed to Joyce Meyer, NCC, Joseph Prince, Max Lucado, Proverbs 31 Ministry, and a few plans from the You Version Bible app, if you're wondering. I'd usually just pick one out of them to read daily, which causes my inbox to have 14.000+ unopened mail) Read a verse from it, read the devo content, and at night, if I had the time and am not too tired, I'd open my Bible. And honestly I've been skipping a lot of the night routine since like around Christmas.
But today, I really wanted to start with worship. And why not, right? Since I've got the flexibility these days. So I did. Then, I took my Bible and actually read it, and almost ended up dozing off. It wasn't a super strenuous 2 hour Bible study. It's more like a Daddy-daughter conversation, which ended up leaving me feel so loved by Daddy God.
And the day turned better than ever. Somehow, though I woke up late as usual, I got a lot of stuff done, which is very nice.
I'm not trying to make this a formula. Open your Bible till you doze off and your day will – according to the formula – turn out great. Nah. By now we should all know that Christianity is not about scoring points with God. I've kind of missed Him and I know He's missed me more.
Actually there are no concrete conclusions to this post. I just wanted to share my fruitful day.
Good morning, peeps!
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21 - ONE of Your Favorite Shows
Yes. After a year of halt, I decided to continue the 30 days challenge, skipping day 20 cos the question is too boring ("How important do you think education is." Quick answer: It doesn't guarantee you a lot of money and a happy life. But it does give you certain head start I guess. 6/10.)
Now, choosing one out of the tons of shows that I watch is tough!!
There's Sherlock for its plot and impeccable presentation and Benedict Cumberbatch.
There's The Mentalist, mainly for its plot.
There's ANTM with their skinny set of legs and beautiful shots.
There's Running Man because it's Running Man.
But I'm currently marathon-ing HIMYM so let's just talk about that.
HIMYM stands for How I Met Your Mother, and it's a sitcom about how Ted, perceivably the main character, finds his wife. It takes him 9 seasons to do so, and according to my brother, it ends tragically.
But for the most parts, it's pretty entertaining. And it's pretty REAL.
Relationships are messy, feelings are messy. There are break-ups, confusions, flings.. Sometimes you think you like someone but you actually don't, sometimes the 2 main characters who were supposed to end together doesn't (reminds me of Sally and Ko Rendy), feelings change, people change, life changes.. It's relatable and light and I like it!
Fave character? Barney!
Fave relationship? Barney x Robin!
Well I'm only up to season two so maybe opinions will change.
See you tomorrow!
Now, choosing one out of the tons of shows that I watch is tough!!
There's Sherlock for its plot and impeccable presentation and Benedict Cumberbatch.
There's The Mentalist, mainly for its plot.
There's ANTM with their skinny set of legs and beautiful shots.
There's Running Man because it's Running Man.
But I'm currently marathon-ing HIMYM so let's just talk about that.
HIMYM stands for How I Met Your Mother, and it's a sitcom about how Ted, perceivably the main character, finds his wife. It takes him 9 seasons to do so, and according to my brother, it ends tragically.
But for the most parts, it's pretty entertaining. And it's pretty REAL.
Relationships are messy, feelings are messy. There are break-ups, confusions, flings.. Sometimes you think you like someone but you actually don't, sometimes the 2 main characters who were supposed to end together doesn't (reminds me of Sally and Ko Rendy), feelings change, people change, life changes.. It's relatable and light and I like it!
Fave character? Barney!
Fave relationship? Barney x Robin!
Well I'm only up to season two so maybe opinions will change.
See you tomorrow!
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Life thinks it's humorous.
Q broke my heart last year. R was a loyal listening ear.
R broke my heart this year. Q cheered me up!
R broke my heart this year. Q cheered me up!
(Well maybe heartbreak is an excessive term to use, it's not like we got together or anything. I'm sure a lot of broken couples had it worse. But it's that period where you are just sad that things didn't work out. Just feeling.. down.)
Life works in funny ways. Or perhaps the credit goes to God. It's funny how the guy who could inflict so much sadness last year would cause so much happiness today. I can almost see the humor in it. It's funny when you think about it.
And please. I don't get my heart broken so easily. Out of 4 years of blogging rarely do I ever write about the topic!
These are the only two guys whom I've given serious thought about since I broke up with le ex 6 years ago. The only two men whom I had consciously allowed the possibility to hurt me.
But yeah. I Thank God for today. I had a lot of laughs and he cheered me up a lot. Maybe without even noticing it.
Today reminded me why I fell for him last year.
Reminded me how we used to click so much.
Reminded me that I got over him eventually.
Today reminded me why I fell for him last year.
Reminded me how we used to click so much.
Reminded me that I got over him eventually.
Which tells me that this too shall pass. God is still great and He still loves me.
Any regrets? None!
All is so good!
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