An update on life..
I’ve been an intern for a month. Loving my job, had a great boss and colleagues.. Internship is RAD!! I can feel God’s favor. It is SO tangible, i’m always left speechless if not smiling hallelujah-ing, its out of this world. Thinking all other things that He is able to do and will do, I can’t wait! But I just need to balance everything up now. A learning exp.
Reading the book “I kissed dating goodbye”. A good book, speaks to my life.
PH is “pasangan hidup”, the term we use in Mawar Sharon church when talking about boy girl relationship.
After quite a long vacuum, I’m starting to think a little about this topic again. I was thinking and debating with myself when these wisdoms came to me:
1. No matter how I like someone and try to be with him, if it’s not God’s plan, it won’t be. (Very long ago I’ve surrendered this area of my life to God. I really prayed, if it’s not His pick for me, I don’t want him, although maybe for the moment I do like him). Say, I like him too much to keep surrendering my PH business to God, and got together with him, I know it’s my loss since God has prepared the BEST for me. With my own pick, I won’t be the happiest I could actually be. And I know I will like God’s pick for me a lot!! So, this second scenario will never happen.
2. If God has intended me and guy X to be together, sooner or later, we will be. It’s just a matter of time. (I’ve surrendered this PH thing to God, so now my love story is in His hand and I have nothing to worry abt…) So, in the future I do like someone and he doesn’t like me back, then either he’s not the best or it’s not the time yet! Yosh!! Good nite!
Monday (today): Ce Siska’s birthday surprize.
Tuesday: Hang with Ko Rendy
Wednesday: (probably) watch XMen
Thursday: PW practice
Friday: FA
Saturday: YRC
Sunday: always go home late after KOM.
Sleeping early is a blessing, man.
